Let’s be clear: I have neither aspirations for the good things of domestic divadom, nor the life of cable knit wearing, tennis playing, luxury SUV driving, country club membership toting, picture perfect women of my hometown that quite literally spawned The Stepford Wives (no offense). Even still, my recent discovery of Soho’s CB2, the new and slightly more modern sibling of Crate & Barrel, was a thrill. I had just fifteen minutes before meeting up for dinner to peruse, completely absorbed, touching, rendering in my mind table settings for uber-fabulous dinner parties, picking new palettes, disengaging to go far away to my own creative world.
After a great week in Connecticut, resting up and lifting nothing heavier than a fork, it’s refreshing to be back in the city. I was reminded in CB2 of a recent email from my friend C. She said, “NY is unparalleled at this time of year for sparkle and shine.” In CB2 some sparkle – yes in a very literal sense – caught my eye:

C, has the power to get me to spill all of my scary artistic aspirations. I usually wish I could quickly inhale the words back into my mouth as soon as they have tumbled out. Yet C, an art director now living in Rome with her Italian fiancé, doesn’t bat even one of her beautiful long lashes. In fact, her two favorite words of encouragement are to fuck up – to stop thinking about all of the wasted paper, photos, words, strokes, scribbles, failed attempts.
So after a visit to Pearl, I have new material and I am determined to waste it! I have a hunch that like Van Gogh wrote his brother Theo, “the liberating breakthrough [comes] just by letting my pen go.” As a matter of fact, I’m not even sure I should bring my eraser along with my sketch book and pencils to The Met, as filling the pages with fuck ups just might be another way to reclaim some of that sparkle… (speaking of reclaiming sparkle, I witnessed a guy taping up lost engagement ring posters on 5th & 19th this afternoon…)